admin 我没有选择新的爱人和时间。我选择了无尽的游戏和无尽的夜晚。我不想表达我的悲伤。只有我自己知道我有多不幸。(莎士比亚)。
I didn't choose new love and time. I chose endless games and endless nights. I don't want to express my sadness. Only I know how unhappy I am.
那股难受的劲，混杂着委屈摁下去又鼓起来，反反复复是真的难过。
That uncomfortable force, mixed with grievances, press down, but drum up, repeatedly is really sad.
你开始不着急回复我信息，开始忙，开始挑剔我，忽略我的话题，开始欺骗我，我就知道我们要结束了。
You start not in a hurry to reply to my message, start busy, start criticizing me, ignore my topic, start to cheat me, I know we are going to end.
说爱我，但却没有让我感到完全被爱，这比他直接说不爱我，更让我难过。
It makes me feel more sad to say that he loves me but doesn't make me feel completely loved than he says he doesn't love me.
你以为你自己很强大，能扛过所有的委屈和心酸，可当你睡觉的那一刻，那种压抑的情绪，没人比你更清楚。
You think you are very strong, can bear all the grievances and heartache, but when you sleep that moment, that kind of depressed mood, no one knows better than you.
我连自己的快乐都给不起，还要忍着负面情绪去讨好你，可你还不领情，是你让我知道，原来爱可以这么卑微。
I can't even afford my own happiness, but I have to bear the negative emotions to please you, but you still don't appreciate it. It's you who let me know that love can be so humble.
在我心里，你不能称之为前任，因为我还爱你，可你也不是我现任，因为你走了，于是我就在这段感情里死撑着。
In my heart, you can't be called the predecessor, because I still love you, but you are not my present, because you left, so I am dead in this relationship.
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